I’m not ruined..I’m hurt Cut up and off by this madness Cursed to walk the rope Slipping on soap..opera “no one would listen” so I choked..up inside but now I’ve woke..up renerve..in the deep shalom. Sapphire flames ernest..to set the old and defected, in an all consuming blaze just enough to eat the pain. Then […]
Supernova
I hope the internet last forever so I can live with it. Far beyond the days of my life, the breath of my life. I hope there’s a star called Shannon, somewhere high above looking down with love. I hope it shines a long time..so I don’t burn out. And if it knows when we’ll […]
Cats & Dogs
Sleepy, slouchy, Anti-Mousy, Kitchen stealing, furry…”Friend?”.. Always eating, sometimes leaching, Diabolic femme-fatale. “Do you mean me? But this can’t be, Not when you have that loud dumbbell”. He snores at night, a mountain bike, And chases his shadow and himself, And won’t even respect me All cat lives matter, that my stands.” “Useless cat you […]
In the In-Between
A mighty cosmic dream A classic pandemonium An top the tallest trees Flying woefully high Then crashes down below “Oh the pain that hits me, the pounces come and go. Swimming in the black, the color and taste The safest space is black Its when you see the light that robs you of your sight […]
Never Mine, Ever Thine
Your like: Walking through an open bath that showers leaves around me. Its like: You hugged me, you love me? I feel: Safe enough for all my hidden flaws to be as out as all the other stuff about me. We play: The game of all the fools, then dance around like no-ones watching. And […]
Failing Flock?
Made of clay Born of sin We enter this world with a broken wing Once by dust then dos to ash, Created with flesh…”a mind of it owns” Pushing to act, “its out of control” I have fought it and wagered But mostly laid within, At times we are strangers, As I seek to win […]
Wide Eyes
Screw the world I hate it still It’s corruption apsolute There is red, there is blue, there is grey blood cells “I’m a grey, thats what poverty spells, and spells and smells”. Crooked smile, wreaked heart, lonely souls in an Arc. “Rubber skin”?, No it’s thin. Enough for shame, neglect and pain. Results from stone […]
Thawing my Thoughts #5
After I’m gone..All that I “lived” will be given to “Forgotten”…All of the “Whose” that knew, will be dead…and the memories would have gone back to bed. Will I give up the ghost and wake up in Hades… a cold notorious bed. This I continue to dread. I have lingered for 20 and 8 ..mostly […]
I Suggest….
Live when you’re alive Time is not our friend It sarcastically reminds us… in the bitter end. I imagine, a comic flashback …of the puny under-spent And all the ones used dreaming …and all the hours lent…out to possibilities Of future plans not kept…but what a silly thing it seems, To plan the “plans not […]
Luna
To look is to see…to see is to lust…the lust is desire …leading arms to a touch, She’s high above me …illustrious waves…silver streams..through my concaves, My windows I cannot shut…these images forever stroke..deep enough, Through the flesh of my beating skin. Face to face we meet tonight…silent beauty…widow of the night, The Stars […]
Before It’s Real
Oh Puppy…it’s fun, I like it when we’re young, The touch of your hand, The lack of a plan The weirdest things…that we would do, Or smile whenever…I thought of you, The way you made me feel …Oh Michael, Like you singing to me…that’s Tidal But when the bug bite healed And the truth revealed […]
Happy Ever After
Along came a Spider That sat down beside her So the rest of us ran away Then too came a Fox..with the funniest locks And it too went on its way So she ran screaming Like a new baby teething..for months and months and days But after a few…. I saw her at the Zoo…with […]
Outside My Window
Come children …gather round See the rain high and coming down… How hard it seems to be pouring… On still dry earth. How much the soil keeps storing …from all that work. The sun must have melted or fled….. Can’t seem to see the crown of it’s head My water pans aren’t empty…since the drops […]
Thawing My Thoughts Season 3
I am trapped …. I’m … trapped up in my skin…can’t seem to breath within I’m locked… in head sometimes Won’t leave my bed most times…I’ve stopped Caring for many things…and added a lot of sins So I need some luck… I built my walls so high..so not even I climb..over or up But this […]
Thawing My Thoughts season 4
Blue walls with yellow stripes…Are not my forte Pink boots with polka dots….were in my “heyday” Fences and chrenches conclude my defences Black marbles on tiles..make any girl go wild But summer time with spring wine can be superbly devine Unwined , deny me no earthly pleasure or treasure What’s better than having yogurt with […]
Do to me…
Do it fast and furiously.. girls like it fun as we think curiously, The functionality of your flashing flattery.. might hold up false fictions of the female anatomy.. Say it softly the velvet vine like whispers..that closely clouds my judgment of your pied piper whistles .. Enriching my precious vibratous vain enough feminine vines That […]
1991
I always know how to make my life hard. I like speaking through different voices, as I’m doing now. It’s still me but not to everyone, only I know the voices I use when I dream of things to come, when I want to be loved, and when I’m ignored by some. My life is […]
Calm Seas
Of all the wishful sailors, my maiden voyage was with thee. Throughout the seas and sessions, I’ve allowed the uncertainty, as you excited me. Nevertheless, though I’ve known it well enough that I could never tame the wild within you, nor would you do so, Not for me, not forever. Our years at sea have […]
I’m Coming Clean
The things I’ve bottled and hid away, Have crept upon me in modern days, And made a mess, hindered my strides. But to this I bid adieu, as I’m coming clean, Cleansed my rags to pristine, The air up here is rather clean, I’m quite fond of the dream. The Fat Lady breaks the screen, […]
99 Reversed – Elpis
A mistake is not failurre failure, A block is not external And though scars may leave a wound, From that pain, something can bloom. The missing X on your map is a discovery, not a trap, leading on to that spot, That brings forth your hidden gem, lost to time but then reclaimed. For as […]
Crescent Rain
Once there was a tree, Lonely in a barren forest-a wimping Willow with falling leaves, She cried each night to the stillness hollows, But there came no answer, she’d no reprieve, Strong beauty amongst rogue men, A grace of sorts, back straight, never touching the dirt. But now many winters had passed, and none lived […]
You Give it a Name Then
I gave it away today Additional pieces of me I don’t really understand if I just want to be alone or forgotten Each day brings the curiosity of what will happen, Close off get neglected Open up get rejected Why am I bothering to bother, I don’t mind wondering minds asking “what’s the matter?” It […]
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